Today was a bad day
Mar. 22nd, 2007 07:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alpharaposaY'know, for a while now I've been doing all right. Not tip top wonderful, but good enough that I actually felt a bit weird talking about the different kinds of depression. It'd been a while since I'd seen one close enough for that first-hand view.
Not so today.
I woke up today, and knew I was depressed. When it took two phone calls from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
anher (and I was pretty sure they were from him) to even get me sitting up in bed and checking the time when it was noon or so, it's a sign that I'm just not in good shape.
Oh, well, I thought. It sucks not having my husband around, but I don't have any expectations on me today other than going out and buying groceries.
So, I get online and mess around a bit, and thenanher and I start talking about some game mechanic with one of our changeling players.
It was a discouraging conversation. Once the mechanics were out of the way, he basically told us that folks don't really take the game that seriously, and get annoyed when we do.
I dunno. I get discouraged with the LARPers in this area.
So, after that conversation, I was bad enough off that I had a short cry, then went and got groceries and stuff.
I could use some company. Not talking to folks. That sometimes helps, but right now I need people around. Not to do things, just to hang out and have company. Company that doesn't demand much from me. I could roleplay, but I want roleplay where I'm establishing my character and just interacting, not roleplay where I'm trying to accomplish big things.
I don't know who to talk to around here to get these things. *sigh*
Not so today.
I woke up today, and knew I was depressed. When it took two phone calls from
anher (and I was pretty sure they were from him) to even get me sitting up in bed and checking the time when it was noon or so, it's a sign that I'm just not in good shape.Oh, well, I thought. It sucks not having my husband around, but I don't have any expectations on me today other than going out and buying groceries.
So, I get online and mess around a bit, and then
anher and I start talking about some game mechanic with one of our changeling players.It was a discouraging conversation. Once the mechanics were out of the way, he basically told us that folks don't really take the game that seriously, and get annoyed when we do.
I dunno. I get discouraged with the LARPers in this area.
So, after that conversation, I was bad enough off that I had a short cry, then went and got groceries and stuff.
I could use some company. Not talking to folks. That sometimes helps, but right now I need people around. Not to do things, just to hang out and have company. Company that doesn't demand much from me. I could roleplay, but I want roleplay where I'm establishing my character and just interacting, not roleplay where I'm trying to accomplish big things.
I don't know who to talk to around here to get these things. *sigh*
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Date: 2007-03-25 09:51 pm (UTC)D'OH!!
... ... ...Hmm. Wrong history books.
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Date: 2007-03-25 11:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-03-24 02:04 am (UTC)-Friendly Company
-Not very demanding
-Won't mind just hanging out
-Is actually in the general area
Hrmmm, who do I know who fits that description...
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