No family = doldrums
Dec. 24th, 2006 11:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alpharaposaYesterday was pretty bad. Friday was our LARP (the changeling game), and it was great fun, but I always feel a bit run down on the day after. It takes energy to LARP, and more to run one. I've been having bouts of depression, and yesterday I just felt like going back to bed. Didn't really want to do anything, but desperate for company.
Today, I feel better in general, but I don't know what to do with myself. It's Christmas Eve, after all. I feel like I should be out carolling, but I don't have anybody besides the husband to go do it with. I should have gone to church, but didn't sleep well for half the night, so overslept this morning. And![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
anher has the midnight watch tonight, so if I go to one of the midnight masses the local churches offer, I'm going alone.
There are all sorts of gifts under the tree. Our families have showered presents and cheer upon us as best they can from afar. Right now, though, I want to be with people, with hot cider or chocolate and singing and time spent out walking around.
We're out of milk. I should see if I can run out and get some before everything closes.
Today, I feel better in general, but I don't know what to do with myself. It's Christmas Eve, after all. I feel like I should be out carolling, but I don't have anybody besides the husband to go do it with. I should have gone to church, but didn't sleep well for half the night, so overslept this morning. And
anher has the midnight watch tonight, so if I go to one of the midnight masses the local churches offer, I'm going alone.There are all sorts of gifts under the tree. Our families have showered presents and cheer upon us as best they can from afar. Right now, though, I want to be with people, with hot cider or chocolate and singing and time spent out walking around.
We're out of milk. I should see if I can run out and get some before everything closes.
